When
you lose someone, someone you love, when they break your heart, it’s
the hardest thing you could ever go through, and no matter how much time
has passed, it never really goes away.
You may think you’re getting
better, but then you get a flash back, or hear a song that reminds you
of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in
the chest, you fall apart for the hundredth time.
You love this person
with all of your heart, even though you know you shouldn’t. They hurt
you worse than you’ve ever been hurt. They stole your happiness; but
yet, you still want them, and only them.
Other people come along and
give you chances to move on but you know you don’t want to. It upsets
you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would;
and even if they broke all their promises, you want to keep yours.
On
top of that, you’re terrified; terrified of getting hurt again. You dont
want to miss them anymore. you dont want to love them anymore.